Its been more than 2 weeks….As much I need to close this chapter, I find it hard.There is no photo to remember. There is no columbarium to rest in eternity.There is no identity to hold on to.There, …….is no name.You will always be in my heart.You will always be my eldest child.
Entries from November 2007
November 11, 2007
Reads
As the word spreads, more friends, colleagues and family members got news of my pregnancy.
My in-laws are just so excited, from my mother-in-law, to sisters-in-law to my 3 little nieces and nephew. My 4 year old nephew even gave me his favourite numeric booklet saying “Jiu Mu, this book is for your baby.”
My mother-in-law will [...]
November 8, 2007
This Time
Left work early yesterday to visit my mother, since its Deepavali today.My mother was looking out the window, as if she is in deep thoughts. Even when I called out to her, she didn’t turn her head.What was she thinking?Moments later, she saw me.
She started making some sounds. She frowned. She moaned. She breathed [...]
November 4, 2007
Mission Accomplished
Where shall I start????
Eversince my wedding in the beginning of the year, I was frequently asked the question of “When is the baby coming?”
My replies started with “Hopefully Soon” to “Still Trying” to “Don’t know”…..I practically gave up. Every month was filled with the dread of seeing Red, and has to face the truth [...]
